APOCALYPSE CONFIDENTIAL

a journal of edgy extrapolations, fringe fascinations, occult obsessions, risky ruminations, and aberrant associations.

“AGING IN EXILE” – AFTER A SONG, SIROCCO”

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Aging in exile No joy for youOnly a repetition of joyOnly a joyHere to rejoiceIn the sake of itselfIf you were a tribal man, a tribeWould walk you through all things neededTo rejoiceIn joyWalking in sync, side by side, laughing stepsEnergy of legsShoulders behaving, wild and unexpectableIn tribeWitness from a distance you foolish foeWitness the “AGING IN EXILE” – AFTER A SONG, SIROCCO”

“I SAW YOU ONCE” – “III.” – “VI.”

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I saw you once Once, when the world now ending, Was first beginning, Thou immortal star of heaven everlasting Revealed thyself to me: In the ripe buds of freshly birthed spring In sensations of raindrops on my skin In the wondrous eye of every living babe In the cow eating grass like Buddha In the “I SAW YOU ONCE” – “III.” – “VI.”

CITY OF THE BLIND

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X returned to the house on Jaegertstrasse, and despite the exhaustion, shaking from the cold, the blood drying on his lips and shirt, glimpsing LaLouch’s lanky form standing in the shadows of the hallway, he thought: This is the only person I fear. *** LaLouche was proud of him, his eyes sparkled.  They ate roast CITY OF THE BLIND

“WHY SHOULD YOU BE HAPPY?”

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The worldDoesn’t Owe youHappiness Just asThe world Doesn’t oweThe hippo happiness — David Romanda’s work has appeared in places such as Gargoyle Magazine, The Louisville Review, The Main Street Rag, PANK, and Puerto del Sol. His book is “the broken bird feeder” (Trouble Department, 2022). He lives in Kawasaki City, Japan.

“FUTURE APPLIANCES” – “POSTCOITAL”

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FUTURE APPLIANCES. Spiderwebs hung from the washing line. Autumn crept into my bones like small cell carcinoma. I consulted with a bottle of red. It said everything would come up petals and sprig leaves before the spring but added mysteriously, that I should avoid flying for at least the next seventeen years. I blustered through “FUTURE APPLIANCES” – “POSTCOITAL”

ANNOUNCING: BLUE CHRISTMAS

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“A sad tale’s best for winter. I have one/Of sprites and goblins,” declares the young Mamillius in The Winter’s Tale. For years in Victorian England, Christmastime was the season of ghostly tales, told against the warmth of the fire or by candlelight. Prior to electricity, winter was dark indeed, and seemed to promise sprites and ANNOUNCING: BLUE CHRISTMAS

THREE OFFERINGS FOR A DYING SUN

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The Projectionist The film is an international production Maya has never heard of, the reels hand-delivered by Mister Blinski that afternoon. Play this starting at exactly 10:27, he’d instructed before going into his office to smoke grass and scheme ways to cook the books. By then, the other pictures have been dusted and reshelved, giving THREE OFFERINGS FOR A DYING SUN

THE KILLER IN ME

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“I see you, intruder. I know you, I’ve seen your face. Look into my eyes. Teacher, death.” — Chat Pile The last place I thought I’d be is back on Earth suckin dirt with the rest of the rats. Hell, or the infinite void of death seemed more appropriate. Spent most my breathin days with THE KILLER IN ME

THE GOD OF CHAOS LAUGHS ALONE: ON DAMIEN LEONE’S TERRIFIER 2

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Damien Leone’s Terrifier 2 begins where its predecessor left off: in the office of the Miles County coroner, where Art the Clown, presumed dead of a self-inflicted bullet to the brain, has awoken. Fluorescent lights flicker. Radio static whines and whirrs. The coroner, sputtering blood, drags himself to the telephone. He dials 9-11. Help is THE GOD OF CHAOS LAUGHS ALONE: ON DAMIEN LEONE’S TERRIFIER 2

GO TO HELL, KEVIN

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Kevin – not his real name – won a contest. It was one of those contests for kids where you color in a picture, in this case of a mermaid under the sea surrounded by all the usual under the sea things, and then you send it to a panel of judges and the best one gets GO TO HELL, KEVIN